Monday already?

Bleh. Monday's just really are not my favorite. I have so much to do too. I have to make my grocery list, clean my house, and watch the two boys terrorize each other all day. Should be fun. I am however going to lay down with them today for nap, since I didn't fall asleep until 2am, and woke at 5 for no apparant reason at all. Guess it's back to nighttime pills to help me.
The big diet starts tomorrow. I am not happy about it, but I will do it. I WILL follow through, I WILL lose the weight.
I have been having dreams alot lately of what I might look like with my weight gone. I must say if I look this way in real life I will be thrilled. I have dreams of people coming up to me telling me how great I look, or how proud they are of me...you can't even know how wonderful that feeling is. I hope to feel it for real soon.

Well hubbs off to work, and Pey should be here any sec....wish me luck!