Finding the motivation

Somedays are harder than others. Today will be one of those again. I have the baby until 10am, then lil man and I are heading to my sister's house to give her a pedicure and manicure before my niece/nephew decides to make it's grand appearance.

So yesterday didn't get any better. Lil man got into trouble at school. He seems to be having issues with keeping hands to himself. He gets super hyper around the other boys which is fine, but when teacher has to talk to him 5 or 6 times, that is where it ends for me. It's unacceptable, and he knows this. So, after getting yet another note from the teacher lil man got both his huge star wars aircrafts taken away. He will have to earn those back. He also will not be going to school on Wednesday for sure. Hubbs and I, along with Grandma (who pays for school) decided it was time for a wakeup call. We will see if it works. I am going to make the call to school today and let them know.
Last night when he was sleeping I went in and just layed my hand on his chest. Listening to his little heartbeat brought tears to my eyes. What a gift. I suddenly felt at such peace and all the other issues I have dissapeared. I just stayed there...frozen...I couldn't and didn't want to move. He was so peaceful. He almost had a slight smile on his face like he was dreaming of being a superhero. It brought tears to my eyes, so I layed down next to him for a few minutes to enjoy it. I prayed over him and tucked his little legs in with blanky and bunny. If only I slept that good. LOL.

After I get done doing my sister's feet and nails, I will come back home to get some more packing done. Not sure if lil man will take a nap or not. Just depends on him. I should get the keys to our new place tomorrow in the mail. Friday I will go over and clean.

That's it for my day.